is this her life?

things to keep in mind this holiday season.. (via nastor)

Thu, 24 Dec 2009 12:08:05 -0500

things to keep in mind this holiday season..

If I was Santa Claus | Atmosphere And if I was you, I wouldn’t...

Thu, 24 Dec 2009 12:02:38 -0500

If I was Santa Claus | Atmosphere

And if I was you, I wouldn’t hear a word I said. Wouldn’t trust nothing to start it up inside my head. I’d make a conscious effort to live instead of trying to kill the monsters that reside underneath the bed.

And if I was a hurt man, I’d find a way to put my faith into a woman that could take me from today. Maybe, I need somebody that could save me from the parts of myself that keep making me crazy.

And if I was a wise man, I’d climb to the top of the mountain peak. To think about strength versus weakness. I’d find a point that rests a couple of feet above your head, and figure out how I could try to help you reach it.

(Ho ho ho)

And if I did have a choice, I’d never want to live forever. Just let me have a voice so I can make my points. I can’t imagine running a race with no finish line. Just let me keep my pace and make to most of my time.

I love giving but I’m bad at receiving. The truth is, I’d prefer to be the one bleeding. But I’m a paranoid that stays between play and work - cautious and aware, cause I’m afraid of being hurt.

Which brings me to the issue, and that would be this: How often must I ask myself why I exist? I feel like a freak, this world is a circus. Just trying to find myself as well as my purpose.

And if I was Santa Claus, I’d fight for the cause. Wouldn’t expect nothing in return. I’d give you everything you want, I’d be everything you need. And you can take my hand and I can take the lead.

(Ho ho ho ho)

(via theunderground)

fuckyeahyouarebeautiful: defy-gravity: thingsgohazy

Thu, 24 Dec 2009 00:21:41 -0500

fuckyeahyouarebeautiful: defy-gravity: thingsgohazy

"really boring modern music, really boring modern girl get me out of here, i’m drowning, i don’t..."

Wed, 23 Dec 2009 15:17:34 -0500

“really boring modern music,
really boring modern girl
get me out of here, i’m drowning,
i don’t like this modern world
anti-intellect and marketing,
pretty, pretty, who needs talent
crying eyes, we’re so outnumbered,
fight for the right to remain silent
what do i know, who am i,
my two left feet my big dumb face
i’d do the same if i had the chance,
cheat the system, rig the race
it’s all one big misunderstanding,
inside out i turn my coat
don’t look back don’t move a muscle,
one false move
that’s all she wrote”

- Blood of a Young Wolf | Buck 65
(via otherhiphop: jessietron)

2005's 123 Reasons to Love New York Right Now | Gawker

Wed, 23 Dec 2009 14:31:47 -0500

2005's 123 Reasons to Love New York Right Now | Gawker

(via ohnoezzoe)

Wed, 23 Dec 2009 12:30:01 -0500

(via ohnoezzoe)

Salvation Barmy | MC Paul Barman ft. Black Italiano You’re...

Wed, 23 Dec 2009 12:25:54 -0500

Salvation Barmy | MC Paul Barman ft. Black Italiano

You’re hella great! Lets celebrate!
Fuccckkinnn asssholllesss.

beautifullyflawed: kristenbobisten: loveyourchaos

Wed, 23 Dec 2009 11:45:34 -0500

beautifullyflawed: kristenbobisten: loveyourchaos

"Music has always been a matter of Energy to me, a question of Fuel. Sentimental people call it..."

Wed, 23 Dec 2009 11:44:20 -0500

“Music has always been a matter of Energy to me, a question of Fuel. Sentimental people call it Inspiration, but what they really mean is Fuel. I have always needed Fuel. I am a serious consumer. On some nights I still believe that a car with the gas needle on empty can run about fifty more miles if you have the right music very loud on the radio.”

- Hunter S. Thompson
(via poortaste)

my fuel: laughing, reading, painting, dancing, wrestling, and making out. ;]

heyyy. here's a suggestion. yeah, don't ever call me crazy or tell me not to be crazy.

Wed, 23 Dec 2009 00:34:54 -0500

there’s probably not a single thing that turns me off you more. i am probably the least crazy person you know. wild, maybe, but strangely [as in opposed to the norm], soundly rational.

perhaps too rational in a way that forgets that the average, “norm” of a person is somewhat crazy and irrational.

but i’m actually not crazy.

do remember this.

and do value this in me.

throw around words like crazy too easily and i instantly can’t relate to you. and if i can’t relate to you, i have trouble caring about you.

applebottom: bringmethathorizon: feminally: crannybananny:...

Tue, 22 Dec 2009 23:46:06 -0500

applebottom: bringmethathorizon: feminally: crannybananny: bestillmysoul: canyouplayguitarcanyoufuck: joshwhittle: supkatie: kelsomf

nothing works better than to have someone you love hold you.

"None but ourselves can free our minds."

Tue, 22 Dec 2009 20:21:12 -0500

“None but ourselves can free our minds.”

- Bob Marley
(via kari-shma: quote-book)

mm. too dirty? i love not knowing who reads this and therefor...

Tue, 22 Dec 2009 20:18:34 -0500

mm. too dirty?

i love not knowing who reads this and therefor assuming it’s no one i know in real life besides lauren, brit, eleina and my masa and therefor not feeling any responsibility to be tame or pc. ;]

nakedness: downtowngirl: litmusound: We♥it

so close to my office :] neighborhoodr-westvillage: fek: Yes:...

Tue, 22 Dec 2009 16:31:50 -0500

so close to my office :]

neighborhoodr-westvillage: fek: Yes: Drugs.

The Calculation | Regina Spektor So we made the hard decisionAnd...

Tue, 22 Dec 2009 15:25:38 -0500

The Calculation | Regina Spektor

So we made the hard decision
And we each made an incision
Past our muscles and our bones
Saw our hearts were little stones

Pulled 'em out they weren't beating
And we weren't even bleeding
As we lay 'em on the granite counter top

We beat 'em up
Against each other

We beat 'em up
Against each other

We struck 'em hard
Against each other

We struck 'em so hard
So hard until they sparked

beautifullyflawed: emperorsnewclothes

(via cometstarmoon)

Tue, 22 Dec 2009 14:19:54 -0500

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yesssss i would get this job in about four seconds!...

Tue, 22 Dec 2009 13:57:52 -0500

yesssss i would get this job in about four seconds! bwaaahaha.

thedailywhat: Cyanide and Happiness.

Broken Wings | Sage Francis She glides but just seems like she...

Tue, 22 Dec 2009 13:32:00 -0500

Broken Wings | Sage Francis

She glides but just seems like she floats
And these folks decide to crush her wings until there permanently broke
She rides gusts of wind just by the way she spoke
She criess but loves to sing songs of freedom and hope
On the east side hustling discussing things that we quote

I’d like to see
Her take flight into the stars
Instead of letting her fly free they keep her in jars
Instead of letting fly free they keep em in jars
I put my hand to the glass so hard
It might break the prison bars
It isn’t hard to see why they keep her captive
She’s naturally attractive
Speaks with adlibs, shes uncommonly talented
Ain’t enough adjectives to do her disposition justice
Kids are wishin for just a kiss and its a mission to touch her lipstick
Can’t trust her with
Freedom of movement that’s a chance to loose her quick
If she ups and splits
We might as well call that discussion quits
If we’s to keep her down the government’s underlinks
Enslave people in this town especially if their culture’s rich
Exploiting talents making it do a bunch of tricks
With the rest of the wingless imports
Repeatedly told you ain’t a fairy, just a bitch
Just a bitch, with a butt that’s thick
So rub your tits, and thrust your hips
And suck my dick, and run your shit, and run your shit, and run your shit

Wish you could have seen the blueprints in my eye
When I flew the coop

beautifullyflawed: otherhiphop: katietruelove

keokihaole: fuckyeahstreetgraffiti: vainaspaver: David...

Tue, 22 Dec 2009 13:31:00 -0500

keokihaole: fuckyeahstreetgraffiti: vainaspaver: David Walker

Lift Her Pull Her | Atmosphere Cause they were two perfect kids...

Tue, 22 Dec 2009 13:26:00 -0500

Lift Her Pull Her | Atmosphere

Cause they were two perfect kids
In a too-perfect world
Today the part of man and women will be played by boy and girl
Trying to read the script
but keep getting trapped in the margins
Lift them pull them from the gardens

Two geniuses putting together the pieces to a blank puzzle..

(via theunderground)